Work In Progress

He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. Philippians 1:6

Odd

I'm in an odd place right now.

I'm experiencing emotions that I really thought were dead. I continue to be surprised by my thoughts. I didn't think I had it in me anymore. While I find I really like these emotions, they scare the dickens out of me as well. I am continually trying to reality check as a self-preservation, but my spidey senses are tingling.

I love my rational, unemotional side. It tends to win out 90% of the time. I like to force it to win sometimes.

So, I'm fighting right now. Fighting to maintain rationality. Fighting to keep emotions at bay.

Praying to maintain wisdom and discernment and for God to take control so I don't have the opportunity to screw myself up.

9 comments:

Well said.

 

http://www.deet.com/

:D

 

You have been gifted with wisdom.
Trust yourself. Trusting God.

 
Anonymous

I'm stumped Dawn...

 

it's for your spidy senses :) (it's a bad pun, I was just hoping that you were screwed up enough to get it, apparently you are becoming normal...or I'm just getting worse)

 

I get it now, Dawn... LOL

 
Anonymous

:) Nice. I tried looking for it. I think I was looking to deep.

 
Anonymous

Yup. I opted for the Deet. It's so not fun, but its the only way I know how to handle my emotions.