Five

This was Day 5 at Epcot! Part Two.

My favorite characters at Disney World!

Beauty and the Beast
This is Javier. Mom was taking a picture with me and he jumped in. But then he chickened out. Mom caught him posing. He was shocked we actually took the picture. I promised him it would end up on my blog.
The Genie of the Lamp!
Supercalifragilisticespialidocious!
Morocco in Epcot!
Sign on the building in Morocco in Epcot
The Fez House!
Mom and I sitting on a tiled fountain. It reminded us of pictures we have seen from Cory.
Sitting in a Moroccan store.
Sitting on a fountain in the Moroccan area.

A picture I took in Italy.

I thought Kevin might like this picture.
Japan
Mexico
Finland? I think. I would be easier if I had the maps.
O'Canada! This reminds me of O'Kimberly

My first Ice Cream Mickey Bar
Mom's Poncho. All of Epcot looked like this by the end of the night.
Me and Dopey.

Or mom liked to say Dopey and Dopey
Me in Germany. We took this picture for Grandma and Grandpa Driver
I am across the lake from the Epcot ball. This like is what the night show takes place on. Fireworks, a glowing globe, and fire. Maybe it Kevin knows how I will post some videos that I took.

Disney

I am off to Disney World! A post is sure to follow with lots of pictures!

Today

Five random occurrences of today......

1. Actually know some of the material on an exam
2. Push a five year old little girl on a swing, who proceeded to fall off from a significant distance
3. Massive in depth lesson on female and male anatomy, complete with illustration, part identification, and functions
4. Roommate who became hyper from drinking milk
5. Learn I would be playing the part of a pirate tomorrow

Just a day in the life....

Today

Today is the day that I admit to the rest of the world that my brain is not working. I have been struggling a great deal thinking about why God would bring me to life, give me some decent smarts to begin with, then slowly take it all away. I am almost done with the testing portion of college, and now I can't seem to pass a test. Why now? Couldn't I just have graduated first? Then maybe I could be doing something worthwhile while my brain deteriorates. I am trying to figure out what I will be useful for when I am done with school. God gave me a break last week and let me play with some kids. I felt the most at home and the most useful and the most happy I have in a long time. So, anyway, as I was getting ready this morning and resigning to the fact that I will no longer be a "normal" college student after today, a Relient K song came into my head. It used to have a much different meaning for me, but you can imagine the change in the meaning now.

Relient K

-More than Useless

I feel like

I would like

To be somewhere else doing something that matters

And I’ll admit here

While I sit here

My mind wastes away and my doubts start to gather

What’s the purpose

It feels worthless

So unwanted like I’ve lost all my value

I can’t find it

Not in the least bit

And I’m just scared, so scared that I’ll fail you

And sometimes I think that I’m not any good at all

And sometimes I wonder why, why I’m even here at all

But then you assure me

I’m a little more than useless

And when I think that I can’t do this

You promise me that I’ll get through this

And do something right

Do something right for once

So I say if I can’t

Do something significant

I’ll opt to leave most opportunities wasted

And nothing trivial

That life could give me will

Measure up to what might have replaced it

Too late look

My date book

Is packed full of days that were empty and now gone

And I bet

That regret

Will prove to get me to improve in the long run

I’m a little more than useless

And when I think that I can’t do this

You promise me that I’ll get through this

And do something right

Do something right for once

I’m a little more than useless

And I never knew I knew this

Was gonna be the day

Gonna be the day

That I would do something right

Do something right for once

I noticed

I know this

Week is a symbol of how I use my time

Resent it

I spent it

Convincing myself the world’s doing just fine

Without me

Doing anything of any consequence

Without me

Showing any sign of ever making sense

Of my time

It’s my life

And my right

To use it like I should

Like He would

For the good

Of everything that I would ever know

I’m a little more than useless
And I never knew I knew this
Was gonna be the day
Gonna be the day
That I would do something right
Do something right for once

I would not recommend leaving a comment on this post. Just let it alone. I just wanted to get some thoughts out. This used to be my journal. Then I tamed it down for those who were reading, but it is going back to being my journal again.

Music

I wake up to this song every morning and I sing part of it every night. I have not been doing well lately. Therefore, this song brings me great hope. Although, I do not like the sound of it in the morning (no body likes the sound of their alarm), the song gets stuck in my head and reminds me of who God is.

Chris Rice - Smellin' Coffee

Last thing I remember, sayin’ bye to yesterday

Glad to see it over, pullin’ covers over my head

But what were You doin’ while I dreamt the night away

‘Cause I can tell that somethin’s different and my eyes ain’t even open yet

I’m smellin’ coffee

Bird’s are singin’ just outside

Here comes Your mercy streamin’ in with the morning light

My heart is racing waking up to Your smile

It’s a good morning, yeah

It’s a good morning

Well I remember readin’ You’re the God who never sleeps

And while I’ve been dreamin’ You’ve been singing over me, yeah

Singin’ about my freedom, wakin’ me up to hear Your song,

And now I can’t dance hard enough

‘Cause yesterday is gone, gone, gone!

I’m smellin’ coffee
Bird’s are singin’ just outside
Here comes Your mercy streamin’ in with the morning light
My heart is racing waking up to Your smile
It’s a good morning, yeah
It’s a good morning

Every little breath, every heartbeat

Is a gift of love that You give to me

You keep givin’ even when I’m asleep

‘Cause I know You never stop watching over me

I wake up, my past is gone

‘Cause Your mercy’s new with the mornin’ sun

I’m forgiven, I’m free, it’s a brand new day

‘Cause Your faithfulness is the greatest (hey!)

I’m smellin’ coffee
Bird’s are singin’ just outside
Here comes Your mercy streamin’ in with the morning light
My heart is racing waking up to Your smile
It’s a good morning, yeah
It’s a good morning

As I type this post, my roommate is playing another one of my favorite songs.

Seventh Day Slumber - Caroline

Where do I begin?

There's so much I want to say to make it easier

Tomorrow's on its way

Do you believe I want to take your painful memories?

I know you want to run away

I know that you can't see tomorrow

Caroline

Let me wipe away your tears, and give you life

Make you feel beautiful again

Caroline

Don't throw it all away

I'm here tonight, to take away your pain

Yesterday is gone and

Everything that made you cry has fallen to the ground

I'm here to bring you home

I will always take you back

You haven't let me down

I know you want to run away

I know that you can't see tomorrow

Caroline

Let me wipe away your tears, and give you life

Make you feel beautiful again

Caroline

Don't throw it all away

I'm here tonight, to take away your pain

And when you're feeling all alone and you can't go on

Remember I am here

And when you think you've gone too far

I'll meet you where you are

My arms are open wide

Caroline

Let me wipe away your tears, and give you life

Make you feel beautiful again

Caroline

Don't throw it all away

I'm here tonight, to take away your pain

Caroline

Let me wipe away your tears, and give you life

Make you feel beautiful again

Caroline

Don't throw it all away

I'm here tonight, to take away your pain

Caroline

Whatatexas

Kevin was incredibly generous and flew me out to Austin for my birthday. It was an amazing trip. I am going to do a Cory style post and do pictures with commentary. The pictures are unfortunately totally out of order of the trip, but blogger was not really cooperating. Enjoy!

Picture didn't turn out so well, but the moon was so bright.
Portable roasting marshmallows.... amazing....

Lighthouse across from The Oasis
The dam at sunset
The view from the top of a cliff.... The camera couldn't capture the coolness....
The view from the same cliff in the other direction....
Austin skyline at night.

TEXACO! I tried forever to take a picture of this.
Beautiful sunset
More sunset
More sunset
The dam at sunset

Doing a Cory style jig in front of the oldest dance hall in Texas
Awesome view of hills...
They tell me this is a duck... I don't believe it... I think their turkeys have just tricked them...
Beautiful blue and beautiful hills....
BIGGEST STINKING CHAIN SAW EVER!

I guess everything really is bigger in Texas.

A woman taking a picture of me on the bridge as I take a picture of her on the river walk boat.
Waterfall on the river walk
Kevin and I in front of the water fall on the river walk
Texas is the first time I have ever seen a palm tree in person!
Gruene Hall. The oldest dance hall in the state

Star of Texas
A view of the hallway before the court yard of the Alamo
Kevin and I posing in front of the fountain in the court yard of the Alamo
I like to pose with inanimate men....
The river walk in San Antonio

A really cool church in San Antonia
Where's the basement?
Cool tree picture
Another cool tree picture
Yikes... a cannon ball...

Austin city sky line

It was Superbowl weekend even in Texas!
I would like to live on Wonder World Dr.
Awesome church on the side of the road

My first stop in Austin..... What - A - Burger!

Does this symbol look familiar to anyone.

Kevin's house from Kevin's rental car

This was a sign a Rudy's right next to the crazy hand washing thing which is like a spa for your fingers. Kevin made me try it, so I took a sticker that said I have clean hands and proceeded to wear it all day because I forgot I had it on. I like this sign. I may hang it up in my room.

I was amazed at all the layers of highways. I thought I was a big city girl.... Apparently not....

The Snake Farm. 'nough said

Slayter

I wish I had had my camera with me. I wish I could describe to you the amount of people who were on Slayter Hill last night. We had our first real snow yesterday. And you could tell that all of Purdue had been chomping at the bit for the opportunity to play in the snow. I would say maybe about 1,000 (although I am not good at estimating) people were out on the hill for the twenty minutes I was there before the police came and closed down the hill. It was amazing. College life at it's best. Although there was obviously the smell of alcohol in the air, it was not the main focus of the event. This was a time when all types of people on Purdue's Campus could join together for some good old fashion fun.

My favorite sledding device: A dorm mattress covered with plastic bags.
My least favorite sledding device: The hood of some one's car. (Yikes!)

My group of consisting of about eleven of my friends retreated to another hill on campus which we had all to ourselves. We proceeded to sled for two hours. The best group sleds were: two long sled and two stacks of three girls laying on each other and one girls balancing on top of the two stacks; all eleven of us linked together carrying all the rest of the sleds and went down together in one massive blob of human appendages. Quality fun. Again, college life at its best.