Jaw

I woke up this morning and set my jaw.

I am done having my mood, my life, be dependent on any other person. I am tired of falling victim to guilt trips. I am tired of doing something I don't really want to do. I am tired of not enjoying what I want to do because I feel I should be doing something else.

I'm moving forward. In the direction that is important to me. I am working on my relationship with Christ and my dancing. Christ is my security. The only person who will never disappoint me. Dancing is my joy and my passion. It takes me to a different world and lets me be whoever I want to be at that moment.

Therefore, I am clearing my head. I am simplifying my life. There will undoubtedly be other portions of my life and I want other parts of my life, but I am simplifying in my mind. I am not spending any more time staying up at night worrying about things that are a waste of my time. I am actively pursing my relationship with Christ and working to improve in dance, other than that, I'll trust God to take care of the rest.

So, I am off to do some laundry, clean the house, and get ready to dance the night away tonight.

Tonight, lesson with Tim. Cha Cha group lesson and dance party. Sunday, Viennese Waltz lesson, at the ranch, followed by open dancing. I am pumped for a great weekend of dancing!