Decision

I have had a really good weekend. I have been surrounded by friends and have made many new friends. I went to a tailgating party today, where I was "talked to" by Travis and Laura. And at first, I didn't think I wanted to take their advice. I didn't think that is what I was being lead to do. However, I have made my decision. That is what I will do. All my reliable, unemotionally involved confidants have all given the same advice as Travis and Laura. Therefore, I will follow this advice. I will break the pattern of old bad habits and I WILL NOT GO BACK TO THEM or let myself be tempted to go back. I will start anew. I am turning over a new leaf. I have felt it starting in the last week or so. I will become Kimi. I have heard what she is like for so many years from the people who really care about me, so I will become that Kimi. I am leaving behind this shell that I have become and I will become whoever it is that God wants me to be. Here I am Lord. I'm all yours and I am ready to make a fresh start.