So I got my first male hug in a really long time last night. I'm really struggling now. I have been being so strong for so long, I feel like the hug made me let my guard down. I really wish I could have a good strong male hug. I haven't felt emotional in many many days, and now I can't stop crying... Stupid Lifetime movies. Why do they have to be so sad. I just feel the need to curl up in a little ball and let some of these emotions out, I just don't want to do it by myself.
Oh well, I'll just bottle it back up somehow.
Good News: I am hanging out tonight with a very good friend and I am really excited! Should be a lot of fun. Also another good friend and I should be getting in touch this week to meet and talk. Finally, the after rally for next Friday is a sleep over. I can hardly wait. I think all of these events will help evaporate this emotional state that I am in. I'm so blessed to have so many friends that care about me.
When Glory Becomes Visible
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Kimi, you may be pleased to know that the peace corps advising hugging for long periods of time as an alternative to sex. that was actually i a training manual.
That's amazing! I think that might be my new motto!
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