Beyond

I am officially beyond me. God has brought such healing in my life these past few months and the healing could only come from Him, when I was forced to depend solely on Him. It's amazing how God uses our times of loneliness to show us Himself. I finally like myself for who I am, and again none of that came from myself or anyone else, it only came from God. He has healed me and I have learned to see myself through His eyes. I realize I am still a sinner and worthy of damnation, but because of my salvation through Christ and my blameless state because I have accepted the salvation, I have begun to see myself as someone worth-while. I am looking forward to my future. I plan to spend the rest of my life bring glory to God in all I do.

However, just because I am optimistic of my future in Christ, doesn't mean I am sure of where it is going or what it will entail. I mean, I know I am to bring glory to God, but how I do that and who I do it with is all beyond me. Because I know I will have an abundant life, I am looking forward to the man and future God has planned for me. But the earthly part of me has difficulty figuring out God's will when it comes to certain aspects of my future. But I will rely on God to bring about what He desires for me.

Well, these are all thoughts that have been brought up in the last week. I am patiently awaiting my abundant life.

Grandma LeMay - Please come for Christmas (I would love to spend time with you and play cards)